Saturday, April 26 12:05
Thursday, April 17 19:52
Tuesday, April 15 21:06
Sunday, April 13 13:56
Saturday, April 12 13:51
09:47
Little hey! Little ho!
Little high little low!
Oh freak.
MYE's starting on monday and i'm having the exam jitters. Which is ultimately why i haven't been updating 'cos of the amount of supps, remedials and night classes. Not to mention my mounthill of homework and revisions. Hah. I can practically feel my brain pounding and asking to let be and free.
Anyway, the school had Sports and Games Day yesterday. It was quite unorganized and boring. Played a bit of floorball and yup -we lost-. No surprises there. Although i do have to say that Fire's cheerleding/dance thing was the most Brilliante(!) and i'm proud of them all who participated since they made me happy for being a Fire member. :D (wait. do i make sense?)
Oh sheesh. Forget it.
Now back to MYE.
Been making flashcards and my own formula books hoping that the facts stored in my textbooks and transferred to the tiny rectangular pieces of paper i cut-up sntnces and phrases will make me able to remember and memorize important things before the biggest exam of my life takes place around October. EEKsters! Thinking about it makes me want to bang my head on a metal railing until it cracks open. And to make it even worser, i keep feeling like breaking down. Hoohoo. Lucky me, those serious stuffs have not started yet. :]
I want to watch Get Smart.
I want dad to buy the pirated Get Smart asap.
I want to sleep for 3days without disturbances form school, friends or families.
I want to be the clueless and carefree primary school kid again.
I don't want to grow up!
Little high little low!
Oh freak.
MYE's starting on monday and i'm having the exam jitters. Which is ultimately why i haven't been updating 'cos of the amount of supps, remedials and night classes. Not to mention my mounthill of homework and revisions. Hah. I can practically feel my brain pounding and asking to let be and free.
Anyway, the school had Sports and Games Day yesterday. It was quite unorganized and boring. Played a bit of floorball and yup -we lost-. No surprises there. Although i do have to say that Fire's cheerleding/dance thing was the most Brilliante(!) and i'm proud of them all who participated since they made me happy for being a Fire member. :D (wait. do i make sense?)
Oh sheesh. Forget it.
Now back to MYE.
Been making flashcards and my own formula books hoping that the facts stored in my textbooks and transferred to the tiny rectangular pieces of paper i cut-up sntnces and phrases will make me able to remember and memorize important things before the biggest exam of my life takes place around October. EEKsters! Thinking about it makes me want to bang my head on a metal railing until it cracks open. And to make it even worser, i keep feeling like breaking down. Hoohoo. Lucky me, those serious stuffs have not started yet. :]
I want to watch Get Smart.
I want dad to buy the pirated Get Smart asap.
I want to sleep for 3days without disturbances form school, friends or families.
I want to be the clueless and carefree primary school kid again.
I don't want to grow up!
Thursday, April 17 19:52
Run and hide, Amni!
RUN. RUN. RUN.
And that was all a mistake
a coincidence.
RUN. RUN. RUN.
And that was all a mistake
a coincidence.
Tuesday, April 15 21:06
Staring into the face
now ugly and hollow.
I topped my level for english.
Ha ha ha.
Quite surprising and not quite surprising. (ok.. for a top english student holder, my vocabulary and sentence structure is quite limited today. haha)
Anyway, i just wanted to say(and tell)that i am proud and happy for myself. Believe it or not. :]
So yeah, continuing on, moving on, pursuing forward. My brother had a minor accident yesterday. It was kinda funny 'cause he was the one who went straight into a stationery bus(yes. stationery. as in NOT moving)instead of the bus coming towards him.
How? you might wonder.
Wellwellwell, the good Samaritan in him decided to dodge a person walking in front of him without pressing the bicycle bell (maybe because he was afraid that person will be shocked to death seeing that there will be a sudden ring of a bell? I don't know.)and that, apparently, ended with him colliding bumper-to-bumper/front wheel of bike to head of stationery bus. And from what i heard through multiple talks and convsations with my parents, the police and an ambulance were present at the scene. All for a good(?) and maybe troubled(in the head. but he doesn't need to know that :] ) boy, his broken/dislocated finger and a few cuts and bruises. Haha. Now isnt that a story of the day?
Tak baik. Aku tau. Heheh.
So.. ok. Now that all is said and done, i just have to wait until Thursday's assembly for my prize-giving. How excited am i?? Very!!
Not.
I have stage fright.
Bye, bye and bye, bye and bye.
now ugly and hollow.
I topped my level for english.
Ha ha ha.
Quite surprising and not quite surprising. (ok.. for a top english student holder, my vocabulary and sentence structure is quite limited today. haha)
Anyway, i just wanted to say(and tell)that i am proud and happy for myself. Believe it or not. :]
So yeah, continuing on, moving on, pursuing forward. My brother had a minor accident yesterday. It was kinda funny 'cause he was the one who went straight into a stationery bus(yes. stationery. as in NOT moving)instead of the bus coming towards him.
How? you might wonder.
Wellwellwell, the good Samaritan in him decided to dodge a person walking in front of him without pressing the bicycle bell (maybe because he was afraid that person will be shocked to death seeing that there will be a sudden ring of a bell? I don't know.)and that, apparently, ended with him colliding bumper-to-bumper/front wheel of bike to head of stationery bus. And from what i heard through multiple talks and convsations with my parents, the police and an ambulance were present at the scene. All for a good(?) and maybe troubled(in the head. but he doesn't need to know that :] ) boy, his broken/dislocated finger and a few cuts and bruises. Haha. Now isnt that a story of the day?
Tak baik. Aku tau. Heheh.
So.. ok. Now that all is said and done, i just have to wait until Thursday's assembly for my prize-giving. How excited am i?? Very!!
Not.
I have stage fright.
Bye, bye and bye, bye and bye.
Sunday, April 13 13:56
4 times!
4 times i have been in&out of the toilet.
4 times i have been in&out of the toilet thanks to my stupid tummy and the even stupider diarrhoea.
I feel like toilet's No.1 fan. Imagine the number of times my butt cheeks have been kissed by the gleaming toilet bowl. Hoohoo.
That is SOOO out of point. Anyway, back to reality minus all the icky-brown stuff. Had tuition just now. Can't say much about it since there is nothing much to say. Although, i got told to put in more effort in math. Uhh.. I'll try. Heh. No. Wait. I will! :]
So yeah, i'm watching Jumper while typing out my day. The main actor is such a cute thing, right? But too bad. I'm not into tanned blond hunks. Rather go for my own species. ;]
LUSH(by Natasha Friend), PRIVATE novel(by Kate Brian) and Black Tuesday(not sure who's the author).
I reallyreallyreally recommend all of you -young or old, black or white, balding or not, skinny or fat, tall or short- people out there to read either one or all of those books. I ASSURE you i am not kidding about its level of recommendation. Uh? Aku ngah mepek.
And, lucky you, i'm bored. So here are some jacket photos of said books.
4 times i have been in&out of the toilet.
4 times i have been in&out of the toilet thanks to my stupid tummy and the even stupider diarrhoea.
I feel like toilet's No.1 fan. Imagine the number of times my butt cheeks have been kissed by the gleaming toilet bowl. Hoohoo.
That is SOOO out of point. Anyway, back to reality minus all the icky-brown stuff. Had tuition just now. Can't say much about it since there is nothing much to say. Although, i got told to put in more effort in math. Uhh.. I'll try. Heh. No. Wait. I will! :]
So yeah, i'm watching Jumper while typing out my day. The main actor is such a cute thing, right? But too bad. I'm not into tanned blond hunks. Rather go for my own species. ;]
LUSH(by Natasha Friend), PRIVATE novel(by Kate Brian) and Black Tuesday(not sure who's the author).
I reallyreallyreally recommend all of you -young or old, black or white, balding or not, skinny or fat, tall or short- people out there to read either one or all of those books. I ASSURE you i am not kidding about its level of recommendation. Uh? Aku ngah mepek.
And, lucky you, i'm bored. So here are some jacket photos of said books.
Oh yeah, i'm thinking of deleting my Friendster profile since i can't find any use of it anymore. Andandandandandannnnnddd..(!!!) as of today onwards, my school books are my best-est friends! So, come join me my friends before this little spark dies out. :]
This turned out to be quite the post, no?
Saturday, April 12 13:51
Huh. Surprise surprise. I'm bored. So here's some random stuff about me.
3 Things NOBODY knows about me(except, maybe you will, after reading) :
1)I peed on my bed until pri.5
2)I used to hide in the library of my previous home and eat my snot.
3)I can't eat food without heating them up first.(its basically because of trying to kill the germs)
let's just say its 4 things nobody knows about me...
I'm a neat freak and a perfectionist.
By the way, something disgusting happened a few hours ago, right in the middle of my home's clinically clean kitchen. My little brother caught a tiny house lizard, kept it in a box of his and poured steaming hot water on it. I'm not so sure whether its already dead or alive but it practically grossed me out. Come to think of it, i really felt for that lizard. Imagine getting yourself forced to 'bathe' in boiling hot water. Unnnggh. Don't even want to think about it.
Who knew my brother was capable of doing something like that.
Wonder what I'M capable of. :]
09:47
Bite my tongue and start to cry.
Dangle the remains under the big blue sky.
I am DERANGED and its not even considered a joke this time. Been full of fluctuating emotions since the start of year and it was made worse just now. Ungghh! Why why why?! Tried every possible remedy but nothing can stop this..this..emoshit(??!)! This stinks BIG time.
Anyway, i should get a move on before i start sounding like a depressed cat lady who skins her sad little cats alive. How funnily, weirdly, gross is that? Hah.
So yeah.. Got back my physics class test and guess how much i got?! A 12/20. Not that bad and not that good either considering i didn't study at all. Imagine if i were to have studied.. Bet i can top the class just like that. :] Yeah, well.. A girl can dream can't she? And to make matters worse, MYE is just 17 suns and moons away. GREAT. Need to really pick up the slack and focus on my subjects even further. Especially irritating socialstudies and brain-mincing science. Needing a study partner anyone? I'm free. Free to study world's unjust methods and their treatments to kids, i mean, youngsters, like me. fuuuh.
But seriously, anyone and i mean anyone(whom i know that is)needs a study partner, you can chat me up and we make the proper arrangements. :]
Lets grow up to be world's Somebody. Woohoo!
I just realized that this post sounds like a propaganda. ha ha ha.
Dangle the remains under the big blue sky.
I am DERANGED and its not even considered a joke this time. Been full of fluctuating emotions since the start of year and it was made worse just now. Ungghh! Why why why?! Tried every possible remedy but nothing can stop this..this..emoshit(??!)! This stinks BIG time.
Anyway, i should get a move on before i start sounding like a depressed cat lady who skins her sad little cats alive. How funnily, weirdly, gross is that? Hah.
So yeah.. Got back my physics class test and guess how much i got?! A 12/20. Not that bad and not that good either considering i didn't study at all. Imagine if i were to have studied.. Bet i can top the class just like that. :] Yeah, well.. A girl can dream can't she? And to make matters worse, MYE is just 17 suns and moons away. GREAT. Need to really pick up the slack and focus on my subjects even further. Especially irritating socialstudies and brain-mincing science. Needing a study partner anyone? I'm free. Free to study world's unjust methods and their treatments to kids, i mean, youngsters, like me. fuuuh.
But seriously, anyone and i mean anyone(whom i know that is)needs a study partner, you can chat me up and we make the proper arrangements. :]
Lets grow up to be world's Somebody. Woohoo!
I just realized that this post sounds like a propaganda. ha ha ha.