Sunday, February 22 17:13
Tuesday, February 17 19:23
Sunday, February 15 21:03
Saturday, February 14 15:42
Saturday, February 7 16:32
Thursday, February 5 03:11
Wednesday, February 4 21:21
So...
This past few days have been, to say the least, intense.
The drama that's happening. OMG.
But anyw, my life still goes on as per normal
which BASICALLY means, boring and mundane and other words with the same meaning as boring and mundane.
See??
Even I'M writing boringly.
(which neverEVERevernever happens. me thinks)
Oh yeah.
Just so you know, I'm veryVERY in love with korean dramas.
They are so.. exciting! And exhilarating! And the guys are.. quite cute. HEH
Especially this guy who acted in this show I watched about 3hours ago.. I think he's name's Jae hee.
Yupyups.
It is him.
Well, he's quite cute albeit kind of bony. But, anyw.
Whatever. HAHA
Oh yesyes.
My granddaddy is BACK INTO THE PITHOLE aka hospital.
And its not good news this time round.
Mum told me he has early-stage cancer. And hearing/saying/whispering/mouthing/reading the word makes me tense.
So, yeah.
I guess i'm just scared of.. you know.. What might AND might not happen.
Oh well, on the flip side, I think American Idol sucks (a bit and, yeah. the irony. flipside kehape. and okay. A.I doesn't suck much because the pinkstreaked haired girl's in) 'cos Anuub/Anoob is not in butbutbuttt Danny berdandy
-don't ask. just wanted to offend him- IS!!! URGH!
Like, what's wrong with Americans man?!?!?
YES the man can sing.
YES he just lost his wife.
YES he's very kesian and pitiful.
NO he is not humble.
YES he is smug.
YES he is proud.
YES he does NOT care about his best friend -Jamar (whom I happen to like. A lot)-
YES he is NOT good-looking or cute or whatever but how oh how has that made him possibly attractable to girls (like Farahnad. HEH) and America -the voters, I mean-???
How?? Why??
He's soooo.. so.
TSK. Menyams la. He just seems fake to me.
ORGH! I just cannot get over the fact that Anuub/Anoob lost to Michael Sarver (whom I happen to like too BUT STILL.. ! URGH) by about 20000plus votes which is actually very little if you were to compare to the population of US of A.
And
URGH!
I still can't get over the fact that Danny (berdandy)'s in and Jamar's not!
Like, OMG! Wth.
Sigh.
I've lost all hopes to watch reality TV.
Not.
So, yes.
Pardon me for all this bullcrapping and mindboggling phrases which does not make (any) sense at all.
I just love to spit out whatever's on my mind, you see.
Its part of growing up so I guess in about 5years time, I'll be ok.
Promise. Not. Promise. Not. Promise. Not. Promise.
Anyway!!!
I've received my enrolment package!
Well, I actually got it about 2days ago(?) but nevermind. Spare me.
So yeah, I was superrrr excited about getting the package/letter but, oh well, you can say it (the excitement, I mean) died down after a second since it was only a bunch of documents with massively-longggg-written pages.
Of course I handed it to my parents straightaway upon realization. :D
Well, I kindof handed it back to them rightaway.
I read through the I Vow Not To blabla section and looked at my fees (which was kinda poppingeyeballs for me because, well, the fee's MASSIVE! HUGE! GIGANTROUS!) before handing the package to my 'rents for them to fill.
Ah, well.
I just can't wait for the start of school that's all.
I'm worried that the fabric of my study chair would stick to my butt permanently and that would suck (oh so mucho) because it would make my butt look ugly. :D
Live big and dream big!
Dream big and live big!
IDENTICAL
By: Ellen Hopkins
*most of the books I (kindof) featured can be found in the library or in respectable bookstores islandwide. HEH
*and truth be told, I haven't read them all. maybe only the synopsis but, oh well, if i find them looking and sounding interesting enough for me, I showcase/feature/whatever. :D
Tuesday, February 17 19:23
I just realized that the world has been having too many controversies.
Which, in my opinion, is rather sad.
And, yeah.
Talking about controversies, I myself, have controversies within self.
Weird? Not.
Although, yeah, my controversies don't make it to the news (at all) because, apparently, they are not very big a controversy. (if you don't get what i mean, then, nevermind. sad for you)
Anyway, i've just come to realise that I wish I wasn't a malay muslim. I kinda wish I was a (feel in the blank) muslim and not malay muslim. You get me?
I know I know. I suck. But whateverrr.
But, really. The (young) malay community -in Singapore, especially (I can't help but stress this)- are like such an .. embarassment.
Sighsigh.
Whilst the chinese make their way to the top with their uncanny ability to master knowledge, malay teenagers ( mostly and especially) are losing their virginty(s) under HDB flats or playgrounds. Or, really, just anywhere in the world.
WHICH IS WHY, i'm gonna steer clear of 'those kind of people' and make the best out of my life by studying and working very hard and making my way to the top of the working chain together with other brilliant minds.
Insya Allah with the help of my God.
Anyway, yes.
I should end my controversy (yupyups. the malay thingy was my controversy. believe it or not. HAHA) and tell you the most important thing everrr.
Wait for it.
Wait for it..
Wait for itttttttttt...
I AM THEEEEEEEEEE MOST AMAZING TUTOR EVER.
Yes I am!
I think.
No.
I am! HEH
Anyway, no. That wasn't the important thing I wanted to say/tell.
The important thing that is important for me to say/tell would be the fact that I found ONE person who's gonna be in the same course as I.
Unfortunately, he's (yeah. the person's a He) England -as in, English- is quite good and this means.. Ohmegosh!
This means..
I have competition! Chey! HAHA
Oh yesyes! I have to add that i'm practically addicted to Oh My God by Lily Allen ft. Mark Ronson/ Mark Ronson ft. Lily Allen.
Eitherway, the song rocks my nice-smelling socks!
If you you you and you are having the sudden urge to listen to said song, then just search for it in my 'playlist' on the right hand side of this (amazing) blogpage.
Andand, check out the vid on YouTube!
Losers
By: Matthew Roth
Sunday, February 15 21:03
OHMEGOSH!
Slumdog Millionaire is the dung!
I recommend every living, breathing teenager (or human being for the matter) to watch it before they stop showing it in the movies slash cinemas slash theatres.
Yes, I admit.
There were parts of the show when I cried but, geesh. Who doesn't??
And, yes.
I kinda had a littleteenyweeny crush on the boy who played the middle (as in boy after toddler stage but before teenage years) Jamal.
I mean, really! Who doesn't?? Geesh.
So, yes. Bottomline is.. Go watch Slumdog while you can.
Anyway, I've been busy sweating this past few days I failed to realise that I'm being more.. Boring and lifeless and stuck at home. Until now, of course.
Which is why i've decided to sleep in till 2pm.
I mean, really.
Its much better that way 'cos I get weird yet fun yet exhilarating dreams. HAHA
Like this certain dream I had.
ooooh! chummy! haha. eew. yucks. I. SOUNDED. GROSS. AND. HORNY. LIKE. SYAZA. MY DIMWITTED SHUTTERBUGGEDBRAINED (don't really know what this means) OF A SISTER.
Airhead
By: Meg Cabot
Saturday, February 14 15:42
blablabla.
Today's 14 February.
It's SUPPOSEDLY Valentine's Day.
There's suppose to be l-ove in the air.
But seriously, I think this is all a bunch of bullcrap. (i love that word! -bullcrap, i mean- haha. don't ask why. i just do)
Just like what somebody told me, why besarbesarkan this one day for love and whatever when really, there're plenty of other days in a year.
Why not express something you want to express or whatever during those days?
Heck, any of the days.
Okay.
This is lame.
I might sound like a total v-day pooper.
I think I do. Sad! Not.
Anyway..
I woke up at about 2pm today.
Had the weirdest, freakiest yet very exhilarating dreams ever.
Although i'm sooooo not gonna write about them up here.
Atleast, not yet. :D
So yeah, after my mini-brunch, I used the computer.
Kinda feeling itchy and sticky now 'cos I still haven't taken my bath. (EEEWW! I know.)
Oh, yeah.
4days ago, I turned 17.
It sucks.
I feel old.
And some people called me old. Which is so not helping my integrity or personality or whatever 'cos I want to stay as young as I can ever be.
Although obviously, it can never happen.
Sooner or later, I will HAVE TO accept the signs of ageing. Haha. wth. whateverrr.
OH MY BLASTED COMPUTER!
MY PICLETS CAN'T BE UPLOADED!
Now I can't show you people the cute customized Etsy flats slash shoes I soooo very much adore! And I can't tell you people what the Book Of The Day would be!
Oh! Sighsighsigh.
(like as if anybody cares about that pricking BOTD column. haha. WAIT.
Do you care?)
...
OH YESYESYES! The computer's finally okay!
Turns out, there was something wrong with the server poo.
Today's 14 February.
It's SUPPOSEDLY Valentine's Day.
There's suppose to be l-ove in the air.
But seriously, I think this is all a bunch of bullcrap. (i love that word! -bullcrap, i mean- haha. don't ask why. i just do)
Just like what somebody told me, why besarbesarkan this one day for love and whatever when really, there're plenty of other days in a year.
Why not express something you want to express or whatever during those days?
Heck, any of the days.
Okay.
This is lame.
I might sound like a total v-day pooper.
I think I do. Sad! Not.
Anyway..
I woke up at about 2pm today.
Had the weirdest, freakiest yet very exhilarating dreams ever.
Although i'm sooooo not gonna write about them up here.
Atleast, not yet. :D
So yeah, after my mini-brunch, I used the computer.
Kinda feeling itchy and sticky now 'cos I still haven't taken my bath. (EEEWW! I know.)
Oh, yeah.
4days ago, I turned 17.
It sucks.
I feel old.
And some people called me old. Which is so not helping my integrity or personality or whatever 'cos I want to stay as young as I can ever be.
Although obviously, it can never happen.
Sooner or later, I will HAVE TO accept the signs of ageing. Haha. wth. whateverrr.
OH MY BLASTED COMPUTER!
MY PICLETS CAN'T BE UPLOADED!
Now I can't show you people the cute customized Etsy flats slash shoes I soooo very much adore! And I can't tell you people what the Book Of The Day would be!
Oh! Sighsighsigh.
(like as if anybody cares about that pricking BOTD column. haha. WAIT.
Do you care?)
...
OH YESYESYES! The computer's finally okay!
Turns out, there was something wrong with the server poo.
Anyway, here are the pictures!
So there!
What can I say..
I'm MADMADMAD about shoes. :D
(i don't REALLY likelike the first shoe. -the purple 'oh pop!' one, i mean- but, oh well)
Oh! And lucky lucky youuuuu.
Its the Book of The Day! maahaha
Cuban Heels
By: Emily Barr
(i know i kindof always showcase books by emily barr. but, what can i say, i just love books by her :D)
Saturday, February 7 16:32
Guess what? Guess what?
In about 1, 2, 3 days, i'm gonna turn 17!
and it sucks. HAHA
I might as well be 70.
(or not. urks. the thought of being old is kind of... nevermind)
I have ZILCH idea why people love celebrating their birthdays.
They even dub their 16th birthday SWEET SIXTEEN! yeuch!
(oh, don't mind me. i'm just having a case of oldsyndrome)
Although on the plus side, I do get amazing gifts and presents for my brithday. So, heck!
I lovelovelove birthdays.
Anyway, I got myself an Adidas running slash sports shoe yesterday.
Its about one size too big and VERY pink though. But I still love it. ('cause it was on sale. SSSSSHHHH!)
My shoes look exactly like this (referring to piclet above. Duh) except for the fact that the red parts are sub-ed with hot pink. Including the three stripes. Yeahhh.. Oh, well.
Got 'em from Queensway -or was it Queenstown?- eitherway, I just know I bought them from a Queenssomething with FarahNad.
I loooove that Queenssomethingsomething place 'cos everything there are le cheapo~~! HAHA
(oh! i also love the curlywurly thingies beside the 'o' in cheapo. :D)
So i'm heading to the airport later tonight at about 7 or 8.
Sending off my aunt who's leaving for Tasmania(?), Australia to pursue her Masters (jealousy!!).
Kind of lazy to go out though, truthfully speaking, 'cos I just came home from tutoring about two hours ago and i'm dead beat.
Not forgetting the fact that I have muscle cramps from yesterday's gym session -yesyes. It seems i'm addicted to gym-ing now-.
Oh yeah. I signed up for Deviantart the day before yesterday and I think its a mistake. Haha
I have no means of uploading my artistry -i mean, i do. but i don't really know how to use them. talk about dumb! psh- nor do I have any artistry in me. HAHA
Well, actually I do. I take good piclets of others! & I draw (doodle) oh so well! & I sing (squawk. Not.) oh so well!
Trust me.
I do.
I really do.
Baggage
By: Emily Barr
Thursday, February 5 03:11
OMG! OHMYGOSH! OHMYGOSSSHHHHH!
I want this particular Leica camera sooooooo baddddddddddd! But it's so expensive. Sighsighsigh. But nevermind, with hardwork and determination, comes reward. And my reward would be this camera. Haha. Although, I wonder if they sell such beautiful and wonderful machines here in this tiny island...
Oooh! I sound so mysterious and dumb! I wonder if its the genes? Gosh, no! Only I can be both mysterious and dumb so, no, it's not from the genes tyvm.
Wednesday, February 4 21:21
FIRST THINGS FIRST.
I got into my first choice in/at(?) SP -as in, Singapore Polytechnic; in case there are more dimwits like myself around-
Creative Writing for blablabla, here I come!
I'm soooo thrilled slash excited for school slash poly.
Howeverrr, I would reallyreallyreally love to know whoever else will be/would be in the same course as I.
I mean, really, its (kind of) crucial for me to see a familiar face whilst in a sea of unfamiliar faces. You get me?
So anyway, its been quite a busy week.
My granfather -atok- got admitted to the hospital and just today, he has to do a biopsy which, trust me, sound a whole less scarier than the actual thing itself.
I mean, seriously?? Slide a mini-camera through your nose or butt or wherever? Yucks! and Ouch!
Like doing 'big business' and digging your nose isn't painful enough.
Sighsigh. I pity grampsgramps.
Apart from the whole grampsgramps thing, my schedule's packed with tutoring.
And making time for friends (finefine. AND family) Haha, no?
But more importantly, making time for myself. Chey! Mcm pa-ham.
Oh! Hey hey!
Guess what?
In order to prepare myself for my course, i've decided to write a (short) story.
Yeahhh... Its typical teen fiction though. Cheesycheesecheese romance and stuffs that are in association to cheesy plus corny.
Oh well, who can blame an amateur, right?
Although obviously, I won't be an amateur for long.
Who knows, I might be a journalist for The New Paper or The Straits Times or The New York Post etc etc in years to come. :D
Yeah. A girl can hope. But hopes and dreams can always happen if you work -that's right, kids- hard. (currently falshing my ultra-white-and-shining teeth also known as my megawatt smile)
BACKPACK
By: Emily Barr
(I must add that those legs on the cover of the above book are REALLY tanned and smooth and nice. Although, truthfully, mine's WAYYYY nicer and tanner and smoother. I bet you 500 jelly beans for that. :D)
Live then die, people!
Buhbuhbye!